10% literal, 90% metaphor ([info]speccygeekgrrl) wrote,
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scatterbrains

for the love of god someone ask me for music please. (I'm starting to feel a strange sense of futility with this. But I want to share. So.)

I'm seriously considering giving up HP fandom-- not giving up being a fan of the books, but seperating myself more fully from fandom itself and all its attendant wank and theories and ships and stupidity. Because the more I think about this new canon, the less I want to see what the fandom as a whole is going to make of it. (specifically the stupid parts of fandom, which are huge and unfathomable.) So there's my pretentious asshattery for the day.

Got in more imps today. Sometimes one will overpower all the others in the mailing. Last time it was Wicked that did it. This time, all I can smell on any of the vials is Gluttony (sticky, almost sickly sweet and very foody), but I'm thinking of maybe cracking open Maenad for the roof party tonight. If we're going. Amber, are we going?

Julia's being punished more; she cursed at my mom again this afternoon after leaving the house without telling anyone. She won't listen to a thing anyone else says even when we're trying to offer good advice.

I slept from 7:30 to 1:30, woke up far too warm and struggling out of some weird dream. I showered twice yesterday, once before work and once to rinse the dye out of my hair, and I need to do it again because I feel gross and sweaty. Summer sucks. Except for the part where it doesn't. Maybe I'll go sleep more out on the porch. Hm.

My mom makes these (usually) delicious little cheesecake tart things. This time she made them with Splenda. Not so good. Why must she ruin delicious things with crappy sugar substitute? I know she's been using Splenda instead of sugar in the lemonade and kool-aid. I'm not getting any skinnier from it, and it just tastes bad. Eurgh.

....aaand done for now.

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[info]superguard9

July 16 2005, 20:13:21 UTC 6 years ago

My computer is screwed up right now, but as soon as I fix it I will definitely bum some music off you. :)

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 16 2005, 20:30:21 UTC 6 years ago

Woohoo! *sends healing geek vibrations to your computer*

[info]absyntheeyes

July 16 2005, 20:19:14 UTC 6 years ago

I was going to express my sometimes infinite ignorance and ask you what in the hell an imp was (at least in this context) when I guessed it might have something to do with this BPAL thingee (which also had my mystefied until I found your link to it). After a lil perusing of their website, I'd love to know what you think about the quality of their products. Even here in the Seattle area its hard to get quality oils and the like, and almost impossible to find a decent herbalist. Its one of the few times I miss Nevada.

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 16 2005, 20:34:54 UTC 6 years ago

So far? The quality of BPAL oils I've tested is always good, whether or not they smell good on my skin. I wish they all smelled as good as they did in the bottles!

If you want to check my wishlist/own list, I'd be willing to send on an imp or two to you if I have something that you think you'd like from the list. (I think Lear is the only masculine scent I've got now, not counting Golden Priapus which you can't have because I LOVE it xD) It's a good way to get familiar with the product without sinking lots of money into it. (I get my imps from [info]bpalmarketplace because ordering straight from the lab is taking 2mo+ to arrive.)

[info]absyntheeyes

July 17 2005, 00:01:38 UTC 6 years ago

Thanks for the offer, but I would feel bad depleting your supply. I will, on the other hand, ask for some recommendations for manly-type oils and some neutral ones too (to make my pimp-cool Beetle smell nice).

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 01:01:14 UTC 6 years ago

Well, if I get any scents I can't wear (masculine scents with juniper/pine turn to cleaning products, honey/milk goes to baby powder, god only knows what else I might find), I'll offer again. ;) If you use the SEARCH on the BPAL site, you can see just the gender-neutral/masculine ones...

[info]absyntheeyes

July 17 2005, 18:32:55 UTC 6 years ago

Yaycoolness!!! Thanks in advance 'n' stuff!! ^_^

[info]absyntheeyes

July 16 2005, 20:22:28 UTC 6 years ago

Oh, and I posted my first request batch of songs up. I'll ask for more as I keep wading through that list.

[info]bekkypk

July 16 2005, 23:50:18 UTC 6 years ago

I asked you for loads (20?21) but i feel guilty and have to go buy some albums now :D
xx

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 01:01:55 UTC 6 years ago

I am an unashamed pirate! YARR!

[info]bekkypk

July 17 2005, 07:38:47 UTC 6 years ago

I was too, a couple of years ago, but now I kinda feel bad :D
However, looking down that list did give me a chance to hone my buying skillz :D
xx

[info]ex_ghastly364

July 17 2005, 00:07:04 UTC 6 years ago

I'm making a list of what I want to d/l from youuu.

You should dump the Splenda out into the garbage. It's gross.

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 01:02:18 UTC 6 years ago

It is gross, but I think she would kill me or I'd do it. SO GROSS.

[info]ex_ghastly364

July 17 2005, 01:17:35 UTC 6 years ago

Doesn't that stuff rot your stomach or something?

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 05:53:51 UTC 6 years ago

I think that's aspartamine?

[info]jobsdhq311

July 17 2005, 00:49:03 UTC 6 years ago

Are we going? I'm up for it if you are. I just need to hop in the shower and such.

Maybe I could talk to Julia.. I'm not part of the family so I might be able to get through to her, ya know? She left her cell phone clip thing in my car. I could use that as an excuse to chat with her, and maybe she'll listen. I know I was always willing to listen to friends, especially my friend's older siblings (or in this case it's reversed), rather than someone in my family. I'll say something like, "Julia, seriously, if you ever want to have a life outside of your house before you're 18 and can move out, you better cool it. I know you probably hate your parents and want to go where you want, when you want, and all that good rebellion stuff, but if you hold off a bit now, things will get better. If you're nice and considerate, even if you don't necessarily mean it, they'll appreciate it and not hassle you. Just don't push it.. calling you mom a fucking bitch and all of that is NOT COOL. I know you don't want to care what anyone thinks but if you apply that attitude to your parents, you'll be grounded FOREVER."

How does that sound?

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 01:02:47 UTC 6 years ago

That sounds pretty great, really. :D

[info]rogh_sensei

July 17 2005, 00:55:20 UTC 6 years ago

Okay, now. I may have to ask you for another favor. Can you link me to the BPAL site? I have a very small (and half empty :*( )vial of a pecuilar, but DEADLY to the opposite sex oil blend known only as Vampire Lestat. Ring a bell? Also, Toki Ni Ai Wa has been played over twenty times by itself since I got it.
Requests: Ave Maria by the Seat Belts, Duvet from the Serial Experiments: Lain OST, and Dear Penis, by Rodney Carrington. Tonks! I mean, Tanks!
-J

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 02:09:42 UTC 6 years ago

Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab

They don't have a blend called Vampire Lestat-- at least not a currently available one.

Will upload your music tomorrow afternoon *heart*

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 08:06:43 UTC 6 years ago

For youuuuuuuuuu

[info]dream_zero

July 17 2005, 20:27:14 UTC 6 years ago

Alright DZ is game and you actually have som eDZ would allegedly beg you for.

Hout about
Playlist Numbers:
1810 thru 1816
2655
2818
3392
3397
3790 thru 3803
4929
5602
6013 thru 6024

much appreciated

[info]speccygeekgrrl

July 17 2005, 21:15:05 UTC 6 years ago

How about you give me title and artist instead of numbers and I'll give you a zip file? :)

[info]dream_zero

July 17 2005, 22:10:28 UTC 6 years ago

Aw crap....

[info]dream_zero

July 17 2005, 22:23:27 UTC 6 years ago

1810
Coming in from the cold
The Delgados

1811
The Light Before We Land
The Delgados

1812
The Drowning Years
The Delgados

1813
Knowing When to Run
The Delgados

1814
Sink or Swim
The Delgados

1815
I Fought the Angels
The Delgados

1816
Mr Blue Sky (Elo)
The Delgados

2655
Knockin' on Heaven's Door
Guns N'Roses

2818
Wish You Were Here
Incubus

3392
Eno Ambient #5
Lisa Loeb

3397
Stay
Lisa Loeb

3790
Tsp
Muse

3791
Intro
Muse

3792
Apocalypse Please
Muse

3793
Time Is Running Out
Muse

3794
Sing for Absolution
Muse

3795
Stockholm Syndrome
Muse

3796
Falling Away with You
Muse

3797
Interlude
Muse

3798
Hysteria
Muse

3799
Blackout
Muse

3800
Butterflies and Hurricanes
Muse

3801
Endlessly
Muse

3802
Thoughts of A Dying Atheist
Muse

3803
Ruled by Secrecy
Muse

3804
Can't Take My Eyes Off You
Muse

3805
Bliss
Muse

3806
Plug-In Baby
Muse

3807
Unintended
Muse

4929
Duvet
Serial Expirement Lain

5602
Om
Tibetian Monks

6013
Feel the circle
Yoko Kanno

6014
Gotta Knock a Little Harder
Yoko Kanno

6015
Rain
Yoko Kanno

6016
Meteor
Yoko Kanno

6017
3.14
Yoko Kanno

6018
Green Bird
Yoko Kanno

6019
Rise
Yoko Kanno

6020
I Can't Be Cool
Yoko Kanno

6021
Velveteen
Yoko Kanno

6022
Blue
Yoko Kanno

6023
Call Me Call Me
Yoko Kanno

6024
Greenbird
Yoko Kanno
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